You helped him have a baby, what do you regret about the divorce?

“Repay a favor? You call this repaying a favor?” Lin Gengjin stood up suddenly, and the chair he brought over hit the floor with a “bang”, making a dull loud noise that was particularly harsh in this quiet room.
　　He stared at Su Xinyue, his eyes seemed to be spewing fire, his fingertips were slightly white due to extreme anger, and even trembled uncontrollably.
　　”Su Xinyue, are you crazy? In order to repay that so-called favor, you want to give birth to a child for Zhao Ziyu? What’s in your mind? Paste or shit?”
　　”Husband, don’t be angry, listen to me…” Su Xinyue quickly explained,
　　”Su Xinyue, what do you think of me, Lin Gengjin? A dispensable decoration? A chess piece that you can sacrifice at will!”
　　Lin Gengjin interrupted her, his voice hoarse due to anger, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, with a strong sense of disbelief and heartache.
　　Su Xinyue also stood up, like a lioness forced into a corner. Her usually gentle eyes were now filled with stubbornness and determination, as if she had become a different person.
　　Her eyes were frighteningly red, as if she had just experienced a heart-wrenching cry, or like bloodshot rabbit eyes, covered with dense bloodshot, revealing a desperate madness.
　　”Husband, you don’t understand anything at all! Do you think I am thinking? If it hadn’t been for Zhao Ziyu, what would have happened to me now?
　　I might have been killed by those little gangsters… by them… Now he is begging me in front of me, asking me to help him, how can I bear to refuse?”