I’m writing a diary in Zongman – Chapter 440

“It’s me… This is all my fault…”

Thinking back to the past, Miyano Akemi knew that it all started with her expectations of Moroboshi Dai.

But it was because of that man’s incident that her sister was caught in the brink of injustice.

If she hadn’t recommended that man, perhaps she and her sister wouldn’t have to face such a thing.

Maybe life was still not satisfactory, but it was not to the point where she and her sister were forced into despair.

“Yes, it’s all your fault.”

“It’s all because of your expectations of a person. You expected him to bring you something different. That’s why you recommended him to your sister even though you knew he approached you intentionally for the purpose of recommending you.”

“You are responsible for all of this. You need to understand this.”

“I see……”

Miyano Akemi’s face was full of misery at the moment, but she deserved it because she believed someone she shouldn’t have trusted.

But Shiho was innocent. She shouldn’t have died with her.

“But Shiho is innocent!”

“Everyone is the same in this regard. No one is innocent. However, one’s identity and the environment one lives in are not something that one can control. Since your identities as sisters were given by your parents, in a sense, your parents are not innocent at all.”

“But unfortunately, your parents are missing, so the consequences they have to bear will naturally need to be borne by you two sisters.”

The gentle voice was still as gentle as before, but the words had become much sharper.

“As for whether your sister is innocent… I think she has understood your attitude since the moment she accepted your recommendation. So, can you still say that your sister is innocent?”

“This is your two sisters’ respective means of revenge against that organization, isn’t it?”

“…”

Having her secrets exposed, Miyano Akemi lost the right to refute for a moment.

Forced into a desperate situation, Miyano Akemi could only reveal her true thoughts.

“I hope that man can bring some changes to me and Shiho.”

“I learned about his identity, and it was as if he approached me on purpose in order to infiltrate this organization. It was after I learned about him that I hoped to use his identity to help me and Shiho leave the organization.”

“Well, that’s the correct answer.”

Miyano Akemi smiled bitterly. She really didn’t want to bring out her thoughts.

“Emotions are the best means of exploitation, just like the CIA man used on you, you also used the same trick on him.”

“But you knew that ordinary means were useless for a CIA undercover, so you used your sister to give him a recommended identity. And you intermittently told him about the difficulties you and your sister had faced, as well as the threats you faced, so that he would feel guilty after receiving this recommendation.”

“Use his guilt to help you and your sister get out of the organization, even if it means joining the witness protection program.”

“But your plan still went awry.”

Miyano Akemi’s face darkened a little. She deliberately designed to make that person feel guilty. But at the critical moment, she didn’t play the role she should have, and even made her and Shiho’s situation dangerous.

“It is precisely because of the current situation that you need to be prepared. And you are also prepared to get these 1 billion yen even if it means dirtying your hands.”

“It’s a pity that you still miscalculated some things. You may not know what the most important qualities for a killer are.”

“Quality of a killer?”

Miyano Akemi obviously didn’t understand what this quality was.

“The most important quality a killer needs is naturally not to have to abide by agreements.”

Miyano Akemi is not a fool. When she heard this, she understood that Gin would not keep his promise to her.

“Why? He clearly said it.”

At this moment, Miyano Akemi was a little emotionally broken.

“He did. But did he say he would keep his promise? Ms. Miyano Akemi, you seem to think too highly of yourself. You don’t have high value, especially since your own abilities are limited. Add to that the fact that you’re an undercover CIA agent, and he doesn’t regard you as someone of value.”

“A figure like one billion doesn’t seem like the amount of the transaction, but more like a perfunctory gesture to you.”

“He has no expectations for any of your actions, because your fate was already determined the moment that CIA figure was exposed.”

“You should also know that what they hate most is traitors.”

Yes, Miyano Akemi knows this very well.

That organization cannot tolerate traitors, and any traitor is doomed the moment he is exposed.

And the moment that person’s identity was exposed, the safety of her and Shiho would no longer be guaranteed.

She knew all this.

It is because she knows too much that she is even more desperate at this moment. (To read the exciting novel, go to Feilu Novel Network!)

She has now realized that she has been abandoned and has become a discarded child.

And after she becomes an abandoned child, her sister will also become one of the abandoned members because of her resistance.

Miyano Akemi knew that she had been forced into a desperate situation.

Not only her, but also her sister were standing on the cliff, only one step away from being crushed to pieces.

But standing on the cliff of dead end, Miyano Akemi was already in the heart of despair, but her dead heart was still searching for the only safe way.

She looked at the figure in front of her that was shrouded in darkness.

“Excuse me, can you help me and my sister?”

This is the only choice she has now.

Miyano Akemi is certain that no one will help the two sisters. The only person who can help her now is probably the person who appears quietly in front of her.

“So, what can you give?”

“I think you, who have seen everything in this secular world, should be able to understand the meaning of this sentence the best. You need to pay for what you want, and that’s the rule.”

Miyano Akemi really understands this principle well enough.

“But… I have nothing…”

“No, you still have. I need your loyalty and faith for the rest of your life. If you accept, then I will guide you to face the trouble at hand and rescue your sister.”

“Loyalty and faith…”[]

Miyano Akemi was puzzled. She didn’t think she was worth that much, but this was the best bargain for her.

She has nothing left and doesn’t care about her loyalty and beliefs for the rest of her life.

She was willing to give everything she could to save her sister.

“Yes. I can give you anything I have.”

“Very good. From today on, you are my believer. And I give believers the right to choose their own destiny and the power to change their destiny.”

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