I’m writing a diary in Zongman Chapter 256

"Maybe it’s not that I’m not sure, but I’ve already been sure after knowing the news of Shinichi’s death. The uncertainty is just in my emotions."

Speaking of this, Mao Lilan suddenly lowered her head, and Edogawa Conan was reflected in her eyes.

There are too many things that happened in one month.

There are more than she has experienced in the past ten years.

It is because she has been exposed to too many things that she has become confused and unable to deal with her feelings.

Then she raised her head and glanced at Amamiya Ren from the side, and Mao Lilan took the initiative to move over.

"Uncertainty was a thing before, but now it’s certain."

"Maybe the fate between me and Shinichi was completely broken after he decided the death of Kudo Shinichi."

Amamiya Ren also reached out and hugged Mao Lilan at the right time.

Ran Maoli’s cheeks were only slightly red. At this moment, she felt her heartbeat speed up rapidly. At this moment, she could be sure that when she was with Lianlian, she could not control her emotions.

If in the past, she called this a throbbing and a display of emotions, then now she is indeed in love.

It’s just that the object is no longer the childhood sweetheart Kudo Shinichi who has died, but the boy Amamiya Ren who has only been in contact for a month.

"Now, I vaguely feel something. When I am with you, I don’t have to listen to the topics I don’t like all the time. When I am with you, my heartbeat speeds up, and sometimes I can’t help thinking about you."

Ran Maoli couldn’t help but recall the events of this month.

The initial shock of Kudo Shinichi becoming an elementary school student seemed to be swept away by the emotion of the amazing diary.

After Kudo Shinichi’s identity was confirmed to be dead, Lianlian also entered her life.

As their contact increased in school, their contact gradually deepened during extracurricular time, and the blank part left by Kudo Shinichi was filled.

A boy with a bit of inferiority complex always kept a certain safe distance from her.

But such a boy gradually entered her life and began to appear around her in a lot of colors.

Habit is really a terrible thing.

When Mao Lilan realized that she had gradually become accustomed to the situation of Lianlian around her, she began to find that she seemed to have more awareness of this boy.

Perhaps, it is not certain that she likes him.

But she did want to share everything about herself with Lianlian, so that her emotions could also be expressed on Lianlian, so that he could also feel her emotions.

"I ran into Aunt Yumi on the way home on Monday night, and when I heard about the hot spring trip this weekend from her, I thought of you the first time."

Mauri Ran couldn’t help but sigh.

“I think it was influenced by Aunt Yumi. Because she said that you can go on a hot spring trip with your boyfriend., give dad a surprise. At that time, the first person I thought of was not someone else, but you. "

"This… is indeed my honor."

Such a result is something that Amamiya Ren had never thought of.

"Is it because of the story again?"

Mauri Ran raised her eyebrows.

Amamiya Ren nodded distressedly.

"It is indeed influenced by the story. In the story, your feelings for Kudo Shinichi are simply so loyal that you have never shown any signs of change even if there are some changes and contradictions in the middle."

"So, I always thought that you… are still as loyal as in the story."

Listening to Lian Lian’s cognition, Mao Li Ran pinched this big fool angrily.

"I can be loyal, but he doesn’t give me this opportunity."

"The premise of loyalty is that at least I can communicate with him normally, right? He has ruined his identity. He and I are not married. Even if I know the secrets behind him, why should I refuse to contact other boys for him? "

"This is not loyalty, this is pure stupidity!"

If it is a couple, it is understandable, but why do people who are not even dating need loyalty?

Loyalty should at least be maintained after the relationship is confirmed.

"I am just a big fool in the story. Who would be so loyal to a boy who has not yet dated?"

"Also, am I not disappointed at all when I am treated like this in the story? No matter how good your patience is, it will be disappointed and discouraged if it is always tossed like this. ”

Ran Maoli never thought that her affection and feelings for a person could last forever. No matter how strong the feelings were, they needed to be reciprocated.

Besides, she watched her father and mother, who had a good relationship, separate because of some problems. Moreover, she and Kudo Shinichi were just childhood sweethearts.

“Hiss!”

After being pinched, Ren Amamiya felt a very strong pain, so strong that even the clown could not control the emotions on his face.

“Ran, please control yourself… My physical fitness is not that strong. ” (To read the exciting novels, go to Faloo Novel Network!)

Mauri Ran paused her fingers and stopped pinching hard. She looked at the place where she pinched just now. It was the flesh on Lianlian’s waist. She was about to press it to help disperse the blood stasis, but she gave up.

In broad daylight, she couldn’t just put her hand inside Lianlian’s clothes, right?

It’s not appropriate to do it outside.

Avoiding the place where she pinched just now, Mao Lilan controlled her strength and knocked on Lianlian’s body.

“｀So, the character setting in the story is really too perfect, but there is no such perfect person in reality.”

“No one can last long with one-sided efforts. Especially in emotional issues, if you don’t giveIf you don’t respond, the fire will soon die down. "

"Even if my father and mother have such a good relationship, they still live apart because of some conflicts. If I didn’t know that my father and mother’s relationship is still the same, and even know that my father and mother occasionally go out to meet, I would think that there is a problem in their relationship."

"Huh?"

When Amamiya Ren heard this special news for the first time, she was also a little dumbfounded. (Oh my goodness) "Do your parents still meet often?"

Mauri Ran pursed her lips and complained with some speechless emotions.

"Otherwise, why do you think those two people didn’t divorce after being separated for so long? It can’t be just because of me, right?"

"Those two people just had a quarrel, not really a disagreement. I have been watching from the side, how could I not know?"

"Both father and mother are stubborn, and if any one of them bows his head, they can return to the past state, but these two people just don’t look back. I deliberately brought them together time and time again, and I deliberately gave them opportunities to make them think that I didn’t know. "

"But Dad and Mom always acted in front of me." []

"Tsk!"

Mauri Ran felt that sometimes she felt uncomfortable as a person who knew the truth behind her parents, especially when she had to act with these two people. To be honest, sometimes she felt bored.

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