Anime, starts with a copy of Mono no aware, Yukino save me? Chapter 13

The next day.

Shiraba Aoki stretched his back and yawned slowly.

"Ha——" He wiped his tears. He slept so well. "I fell asleep while looking at my phone last night. Tsk."

Get up.

Living alone, getting dressed, washing, and organizing the textbooks in the backpack.

Then.

"Oh no, I didn’t do the homework that Mr. Hiratsuka left!"

I just opened the refrigerator and found that there was no food at home.

When he found this again, in Chinese class, Shiraba Aoki couldn’t help but think of Yukinoshita Yukino.

"She is so ruthless. Phew, forget it."

Shiraba Aoki gave up the idea of ​​​​worrying about such trivial matters and walked out of the house.

On the street.
"Huh?"

"Oh, it seems like a coincidence, good morning, Baiba-san."

No, no, no, Kasumigaoka-san, does this have anything to do with coincidence?

The memory goes back to yesterday.

After Kasumigaoka caught up with me, she first congratulated me on the manuscript of my novel, and then talked to me about things I should pay attention to as a writer.

The most important thing is.

‘You got my contact information and asked for my home address. ‘

Baima Aoki’s expression changed significantly, but he finally raised his hand and greeted me with a smile.

"Good morning, senior."

"Yes." Kasumigaoka Utaha also gave a beautiful smile, and she was not hypocritical at the same time, "Let’s go to school together next, junior brother Hakuba Aoki, you don’t have to be surprised by my appearance, I probably want to talk to you about novels."

"Novels? No problem, then let’s go together."

The two walked side by side and strolled towards the school.

Hakuba Aoki didn’t believe that Kasumigaoka was just talking about novels. She also told me the location of her home yesterday, which is closer to the school than here. Is this senior worried about her mental state?

‘But it’s still outrageous when you think about it. This is the power of Dazai Osamu. ‘

Slowly and leisurely, Kasumigaoka and Hakuba Aoki communicated happily, and people around could hear the girl’s sweet laughter.

"I really didn’t expect that you, Bai Ma Junior, are not so unsympathetic… After all, it’s still related to your experience. Everyone’s impression of you is too stereotyped."

"Is it their impression of me?" Bai Ma Qing Mu pinched his chin, and finally shook his head and smiled, "It doesn’t matter. I didn’t have time to communicate with them before. In fact, no one in school really understood me, so I’m used to it."

"Really?"

The two were still walking, and when the shadow of the school could be seen on the horizon,

Kasumigaoka Utaha stopped.

Baima Qing Mu also turned to look at her immediately.

"Baima Junior, I’m actually curious about one thing. What do you think is the core of your "No Longer Human"?What is it?"

"The core of "No Longer Human"…"

Shiraba Aoki was slightly stunned. This topic jumps a lot.

He also stopped and looked up at the school in the distance, then looked at Kasumigaoka Utaha. At the same time… the figures of all the strangers around him were also reflected in his pupils.

A few minutes.

The boy walked forward again, and the girl followed.

Shiraba Aoki’s voice appeared.

"In fact, for me personally, "No Longer Human" is not a very good book."

"!" Kasumigaoka Utaha’s pupils shrank.

The boy did not turn around and quickened his pace.

"I think if this book is released, many people will not comment on it very well…" Shiraba Aoki narrowed his eyes. He still remembered his feelings after reading it in that life. "Perhaps even I can’t accept its core. After reading the whole book, I will only feel depressed, and it may also make people think that this book is probably the author’s autobiography. ”

The boy stopped walking at Kasumigaoka, but he was too focused on his memories to notice it.

The girl looked at him in disbelief as he continued to move forward.

The male voice continued, and Shiraba Aoki actually forgot that he was the author, and was speaking from the reader’s perspective.

"Many things in the article are very ordinary, whether it is the view on society or the cognition of ‘a person’s life’, these are all subjective views of the author himself."

"Oba Yezo, the protagonist of this book, was born in a wealthy family, handsome, smart, and his family treated him very well, but all this did not make Yezo grow up happily." Shiraba Aoki actually started to analyze the content, "Because he has been afraid of society and humans like him since he was a child, he is always afraid of how to deal with others, and he doesn’t know how to face the world. He doesn’t even know how to correctly express his love and preferences. ”

Shiraba Aoki was almost 200 meters away from the school.

He turned back just now, as if he was surprised by Kasumigaoka Utaha’s slow follow-up.

Although he didn’t know what was wrong with the other party, Shiraba Aoki waited for a while, and he also felt that he should finish his own opinion.

"He has experienced living in a big city and is far away from his hometown in his life."

The girl’s eyes were still wide open. Isn’t that the same as your experience, Shiraba?

"He is a person who will not refuse others’ communication and chatting even if he is full of disgust for others. He met his wife at his best age, as if everything has hope. ”

Slowly they walked side by side again.

“But perhaps Yezo was ignorant. Before he met his wife, he had an affair with a widow. They had agreed to commit suicide together, but Oba Yezo survived alone… After getting married, he thought that he could finally feel the trust and beauty of life because of his wife, until heI saw the scene of cheating with my own eyes…"

The young man also continued to output the content of Dazai Osamu’s book.

Kasumigaoka Utaha frowned, and the words in the book came to her mind.

[I cried sadly, forgot to judge and resist, got on the car, was brought here, and became a madman. Even if I leave here now, people will still brand my forehead with the mark of "madman", no, maybe it should be "useless person".]

[Lose the qualification to be a human being?]

[Yes! I can no longer be called a human being.]

What kind of mentality did Shiraba Aoki have to write such extreme words? The story of Oba Yozo is full of strange despair. He just had an affair with his wife and betrayed a promise… Why did it rise to this level?
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The stories in the book are all common situations that people in the current society have seen and experienced, and similar situations are often reported in the news, right?

Such common things are full of "dejection" in Oba Yozo’s eyes. That feeling even makes people suddenly realize that Oba Yozo doesn’t want to live anymore, and even attributes all the mistakes to himself.

Kasumigaoka Utaha continued to listen to Shiraba Aoki’s interpretation of "No Longer Human" until the other party finished telling Oba Yozo’s story, and the two of them walked to the school gate completely.

This moment.

Shiraba Aoki stopped talking, and after a little silence, he gave a conclusion to his interpretation.

"If you ask why Oba Yozo has always wanted to live, I actually understand that it is that passage in the book. That passage is the best explanation. ”

Shiaba Aoki put down his backpack and began to take out his student ID to give to the guard. He finished his words in one breath.

“It turns out that I am not the only one in this world, pretending to be a normal person and trying my best to hide my shameful heart. It turns out that I am not alone. All his pain is my pain. Thank you for helping me speak it out.”

“No Longer Human” expresses this feeling, which may be why it is not very easy to be understood by others.”

“No!” Kasumigaoka also gave the guard his student ID, but now she suddenly grabbed Shiaba Aoki’s arm. She looked straight into the boy’s eyes, “Shiaba Aoki, you spoke your heart out. Do you know what I think of this book?”

“Huh?” Shiaba Aoki looked at her.

Kasumigaoka Shiyu had no expression, “Huh, it may be rude to say this, but in fact, Shiaba Aoki, you misunderstood your own book. It is very easy to be understood by others! ”

But what is the premise?

“No Longer Human requires readers to understand that this is not a novel, it must be an autobiography… This is written by an author whose heart is filled with things called ‘self-sacrifice’, a person who has truly lost confidence in life, and his own feelings and cognition of even the smallest things in the world!”

It is not accurate to say this, but Kasumigaoka Utaha dare not say it.

She wants to express that up to now, there is no one like ‘spiritual’Sick’ dares to fully display his ‘spiritual world’ to readers. To write such a book, it actually takes great courage to think about it.

Hakuba Aoki was stunned. What did Kasumigaoka Utaha want to express?

Wait a minute!

Something is wrong!

It seems that Kasumigaoka Utaha has expressed his understanding of "No Longer Human" under the pretext of discussing novels… No, no, no, it is the author’s true interpretation of his book in her eyes.

She…

‘Fuck! ‘

‘It’s over, you really misunderstood me! ‘

It may not be accurate to say that it is a misunderstanding. Kasumigaoka Utaha is a light novel author. How can she roughly understand the core of Dazai Osamu’s book?

That’s right, Kasumigaoka Utaha has grasped the core point, but the core of No Longer Human is not its content.

Or, in the past life, it was not accepted by everyone. Many people even said that this book was definitely not a good book. It was leading people to misunderstand the world? To the extent that the world was filled with despair?

No! That’s not how it should be understood!

What is its real core?

It is an autobiographical work written by Dazai Osamu without regard for his face, in the guise of a novel!

That is, Dazai Osamu wrote it with "morbid cognition", his cognition! And it is this extreme idea that "as a human being, you should no longer live" that makes readers feel that it is absolutely wrong, or this error can make even those who don’t like this book and don’t read it feel it easily after reading it.

So is there a possibility?

When you think No Longer Human is terrible, the purpose of Dazai Osamu writing this book has been achieved, because when you deny the "extreme despair", you, the reader, already know that you cannot be like this, and the world is definitely not what this terrible book expresses. Life should never be viewed, understood, or even accepted in this way.

So that’s why.

Those who said it was good in the past life knew this very well. This is why Dazai Osamu is a great writer of "mono no aware" novels.

The quality of top writers is really beyond doubt!

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