I’m writing a diary in Zongman Chapter 178

Chapter 178 “The Past”

The two of them were speechless in the room for a long time.

Amamiya Ren tried to take the initiative, and then he spoke:

“Shinomiya-san… do you like me?”

The sudden zero-frame start caused Shinomiya Kaguya’s brain to crash temporarily.

“Shinomiya-san, why do you suddenly have that idea?”

At this moment, even if Shinomiya Kaguya didn’t look in the mirror, she knew that her expression was definitely very stiff.

“Well… Actually, I just thought of it.”

Amamiya Ren looked at Shinomiya’s expression and his guess about himself became more serious.

“Before this club activity, you were not affected by any emotions.”

“Based on my knowledge of your personality, you will never be too excited in your first battle.”

“You have unimaginable talent and have enough conditions to try your abilities.”

“You can’t know your upper limit at most, but you can control your lower limit.”

Amamiya Ren still has some knowledge of Shinomiya, so he can give a very positive answer.

“If you can’t control your maximum output, you will control the output within your controllable range.”

“But in the end, you still lost some control.”

“This is not your level, so I think someone must have influenced you.”

Finally, he got the original conclusion of 337.

Amamiya Ren looked at Shinomiya Kaguya, who was dodging because of guilty conscience.

“The only answer is me and Fujiwara.”

“But I’m sure it won’t be Fujiwara!”

This gave Kaguya Shinomiya a chance to talk.

“Amamiya-san, why do you say it can’t be Fujiwara?”

This made Amamiya Ren look at Kaguya Shinomiya even more strangely.

“Because I know the relationship between you and Fujiwara in the story very well.”

“Although Fujiwara often affects your mentality and often makes your brain crash, it’s not caused by her alone, but through the interaction with another person that has caused a huge impact on you.”

“Now the person who interacts with Fujiwara has become me.”

“And you are also affected by it… Actually, I also want to play dumb, but I’m really not good at acting.”

Okay, forget about it!

Kaguya Shinomiya’s eyes went dark instantly.

She didn’t know how she performed in the story, but she had never reacted like that in front of President Shirogane in the past.

But who knew that kind of reaction would be replicated in front of Amamiya.

No wonder he reacted immediately.

“I…”

At this moment, Shinomiya Kaguya was really down, just like a stuck typewriter, only able to type one word countless times.

Seeing this, Amamiya Ren also knew that this was her problem.

AlthoughHe really didn’t know what kind of behavior he had done to melt the iceberg of Shinomiya Kaguya’s shell, but the current situation seemed to be like this.

Amamiya Ren walked forward and came to Shinomiya Kaguya.

“Shinomiya, let’s talk about this issue,”

Faced with Amamiya Ren’s sincere invitation, Shinomiya Kaguya finally responded even if she was down.

“Yeah.”

The two found a chair in the room and sat opposite each other.

The two people sitting opposite each other were speechless for a while.

“Shinomiya, how did you like me?”

“Eh?”

Shinomiya Kaguya’s emotions and the temperature on her face, which had just stabilized, showed a trend of rising again.

“Calm down first, I’m just a little curious.” (To read the exciting novels, go to Faloo Novel Network!)

“I don’t have a very good evaluation of myself, which is probably because of the 16 years of life in my previous life and this life.”

Amamiya Ren first stabilized Shinomiya Kaguya’s emotions, and then began to talk about her own things.

“In my previous life, I was just an ordinary person. My appearance and height should be at the level of ordinary people.”

“My mother often said that I was very cute when I was a child. She even took wedding photos of me when I was a child, but I can’t see where I was cute.”

“In junior high school, high school, and college, I was the one who was easy to bully, so I would not cause trouble for myself, otherwise I would be the one bullied.”

“After leaving college and entering society, I didn’t have any so-called special skills. I was not good at studying, my ability was not enough, and I didn’t like to talk.”

“At that time, there was almost no place for introverts like me in society, so I stayed at home.”

“Although I stayed at home, I still developed an interest in writing some erotic novels in school during those years of study.”

“I thought about writing novels.”

“Then I walked on this path.”

Amamiya Ren couldn’t help but miss her former self.

Shinomiya Kaguya also listened carefully. This was the first time Amemiya talked about her past life.

“I was really happy when I got paid for my writing for the first time.”

“It’s just that because I always write about things I like, the audience is not very large.”

“Also because I have been walking on this path, I have less time to contact the outside world.”[]

“I can’t remember exactly when I died in my previous life.”

“Maybe it’s because the dead don’t know if they are really dead.”

“But when I was alive, I knew it very clearly.”

“When I opened my eyes, I already had self-awareness, and I also felt the cold, and even realized that I was a baby.”

That was really a magical cognition and feeling, Amamiya Ren now feels really magical, but also helpless.

“The feeling of panic and helplessness makes me very uncomfortable. No matter what sound I make, I will cry loudly.”

“Until I can’t make any sound, I can only accept that I am a newborn baby.”

“I was raised in an orphanage, and I remember everything.”

“The orphanage closed down when I was 10 years old. I started looking for jobs between allowed and unallowed at the age of 11, looking for bosses who would sympathize with children.”

“I should say that I am lucky and have always been treated specially.”

“Maybe The village in the countryside was not a place where people were not at peace. ”

“After I made some money, I started to rent a house in the countryside, living, working, and studying.”

“Although I was not very good at studying, I still had some basic knowledge from the past, and I was able to cope with the subjects at that stage.”

“I lived like this until I was 15, the year I got the diary.”

“I, an ordinary person, began to come into contact with the extraordinary world.”

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